Dear Dad

I swear. I've never wanted to play in this game, from the very beginning. But fate has left me with no choice. I know, i shouldn't have listened to mum.

Dear dad, were you prepared for the worst? I could always tell you the truth. I wanted to. But i didn't wanna disappoint you any further. I didn't want you to regret having a dumb child like me.

Dear dad, do you know that I wanted to go to Higher Nitec? I forced myself to choose a Poly. I didn't want your family to look down on us, although my results are not as bad. Look how they they reacted when i went to the Normal Academic stream in Sec one. I AM the first granddaughter to go to N.a and they f___king look down on me. Kecibaian tu namanya.

Dear dad, if you think Republic Poly is my first choice, you're wrong. Rp never existed in my list of Polytechnic You said:

It doesn't matter which poly you choose.

But in the end, you're not happy with it. You even took a leave from work just to accompany me to NP to appeal for other Poly. Why dad, why?

Dear dad, i know that i'm not in the position where i can say this. I've grown up. Yes, I've never learnt to accept Rp. But the course is good and i love it. Din, Kak Yati, Amir and Afeef even said that i should bersyukur. It's just new for people to judge.

Now, let's put all this O-level thingy behind me. It's already over. I can't change the fact that Kakyan is waaaaaaaay cleverer than me. I'm cool. You're mad but I'm still in a good mood. Haha. Movie anyone? I still have two freaking free movie tix.