To lose the person who has taught me the meaning of life is my greatest fear. What will i become after this? Now that we're stuck like glue, i really hope that no one can tear us apart and this applies to you too, Dear God. You're hiding from me, i know. Why is that so? The maturity in me is growing. Trust me. I am ready to listen to all of this even if it's gonna break my heart into pieces. Getting ready for the worst suck big time. My life hasn't got any better. My world revolves around KFC and i must admit that i don't have a life. (Started to regret..) I have no time like seriously and i don't even know what's happening at home. That's the whole reason why I have no idea why i am losing the person i love the most. Fark man, FUCK.

I know most of them are asking me to take a really good care of myself. Okay you can name me stubborn headed but i am enough to think and fyi, _____ never existed in the pages of my unmarried life. And that's for sure. As days past, i began to understand Izan. I trust him, i think.

Oh i really hope that i get really sick for the rest of this week and get a straight 5 days MC from the doctor. I have 5 more days before school starts its orientation. Time flies, you see. And i can't wait for that because working full shift sucks big time. It makes you wanna commit suicide. Ah but on the brighter side, that's where most friendship starts.

By the way I miss talking to Carl Shari. Like seriously, really, betul, cinca-lly. But secondary school mates are still the best and guess what? I miss them more esp Aisha and Alif. ♥ many many.