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I see no reason why I was given this fate. I am not running away from it or what’s more, loving it.

Misunderstanding occurs and its normal. A statement that was generally made was taken so seriously until one lives in dismality. I don’t know how else to sweeten my words, to convince you that those words were not meant for you. It was for me. Even if I look you up and put my words nicely for you to believe, it would be a futile effort, I know.

I might be a coward for not facing the music but it doesn’t make you an angel yourself. I miss every moments that we’d shared but I guess I will have to let it flow down the drain and just to remember it as a memory. I dare to say that I miss you because I felt as if something was amiss these days. I daydream during my lecture. When I went for lunch, the sight of chicken reminds me of you. When I listened to 98.7fm, the deejay played your favourite song. When I browsed through my photo album, I see your face. And the list goes on. Everything I do reminds me of you.

I am not trying to please you or make it up to you by posting this post but I would like to share the fact that’s happening and I have to live with it. I miss us so much - the laughter, the love that was shared.. but little did I know, everything was put into an end in just a blink of eye. I must admit that people change. If it’s not you, then it’s me. I am being fair.

Promises are meant to be broken. The promises, the pinky-swear that we’ve made were broken just like that. What was I thinking when I let all of those words out for you to listen. I regret in every single thing that i did… But its stupid to stuck in my yesterdays. I am already moving on and I am enjoying every single moments with them.

I was stupid. You can roll on the floor laughing at how dumb I was. After all the sacrifices that I have done for you, I receive this. Thank you, God. You are so FAIR please. Sigh. Let’s not remember this thing anymore because enough is enough.

If we met each other under a different sky, then maybe things would be much better between you and I.

with love. ♥