Knowing that far from possible to turn back time, a person must learn how to move on cause its the only way to live. But when i was bombarded with questions, all i could do was to return a pregnant pause and came up with a lie. It's crazy to agree to it, it's crazy to get hurt. Again. I mean, girls can foresee the future. Giving a try isn't a sin. But now, the picture of what we used to be is slowly fading. You can check my inbox. Clean.
And i can't believe i spent 8 hours of my Saturday thinking about this, emo-ing like shit and what makes it worst is a fucking noisy situation at work when i was kinda being pushed to do my very best knowing that my CMS check was horrendous. The CMS checkers are just a bunch of biased people; you can't totally blame it on me. I also know that you are so fast in clearing the number of hungry aliens in front of us given your seven years of experience. And i wonder how good a person feels after yelling at someone. As for me, i really felt bad after yelling and making my juniors cry a few years back. Sigh.
I think God is showing his jealousy side to me cause he took away all my happiness. Why cant my happiness just pause for a very long time like.. The first time i met Izan. Like, the first time i took his car ride. Like, what happened in the car... Like, okay enough. Gatal. Anyways. I self-declared that today is Youth Day for poly students and therefore i didn't went for school because school is such a waste of my time and school is the main reason why i don't have a chance to enjoy my beauty sleep. Fck. What a life.
And i can't believe i spent 8 hours of my Saturday thinking about this, emo-ing like shit and what makes it worst is a fucking noisy situation at work when i was kinda being pushed to do my very best knowing that my CMS check was horrendous. The CMS checkers are just a bunch of biased people; you can't totally blame it on me. I also know that you are so fast in clearing the number of hungry aliens in front of us given your seven years of experience. And i wonder how good a person feels after yelling at someone. As for me, i really felt bad after yelling and making my juniors cry a few years back. Sigh.
I think God is showing his jealousy side to me cause he took away all my happiness. Why cant my happiness just pause for a very long time like.. The first time i met Izan. Like, the first time i took his car ride. Like, what happened in the car... Like, okay enough. Gatal. Anyways. I self-declared that today is Youth Day for poly students and therefore i didn't went for school because school is such a waste of my time and school is the main reason why i don't have a chance to enjoy my beauty sleep. Fck. What a life.
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
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