I don't know where we are heading to if i don't kno the truth. I understand the feeling, the cowardness, i must say. But all i ever longed for is the truth. Even if it's gonna hurt me or not. I am not taking sides but i believe someone has made up some fabrication about.. I don't have to mention who. Why do i have to live in dismality? I am just about to break this fear. And i believe i am holding on to the right decision. A lie that was made was mainly because i was afraid we might break apart. I am selfish but i want happiness. I don't see the point hiding the truth. I know i suck. I make countless of mistakes.

And even if i know the truth, i'll still stick to my decision. I am not as mrepek to have both and feel so good. Yes, I am insinuating youuu for this section only. How could you not know, FS? Haha. Okay, forget it.

I haven't been studying lately. I wanted to start next week but Layar Andayu potong jalan. Hahaha. Why do i ever have to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I know. Because i don't want to face Yazid anymore. Okay, NO LINK.