God didn’t give us happiness equally. Therefore, we must have the initiative to find our own happiness. Because I believe we can go further, because I believe in my feelings, because I believe my happiness lies in your hands and that was why I see the god in you. But today?
I admit, I didn’t want to go for school during sec three and I even told mum that I wanted to stop schooling. And do you know, because of your qualification standard, because of your freaking siblings, I decided to keep on schooling to blossom your name, our name. Unlike Kakyan, I never bring up the family name. Never. Even we didn’t click, we seldom talk to each other and I hate you touching me, I still look up on you no matter how you look down on me.
I admit, I didn’t want to go for school during sec three and I even told mum that I wanted to stop schooling. And do you know, because of your qualification standard, because of your freaking siblings, I decided to keep on schooling to blossom your name, our name. Unlike Kakyan, I never bring up the family name. Never. Even we didn’t click, we seldom talk to each other and I hate you touching me, I still look up on you no matter how you look down on me.
" Korang ni kalau pasal mataer number 1. Kalau blaja bodoh. Sampai bila
korang nak makcik pakcik korang look down on korang? Haziq, don’t be like your
sisters. No brain. "
At least I have my o levels cert. You? I was patient all this while. But today?
I was rich. I used to get what I want this minute. But today?
But today, I was truly hurt by someone whom I see god in him. But today, you said I have no brains and that I am so stupid that I didn’t blossom our family name. But today, I have to fork out my own money for every single need. And today sucks big time and how I wish I can just close my eyes and never witness tmr. Ever again. SubhanAllah.
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