The kinda feeling when you thought you would be happy but you're not. The kinda feeling when you thought it was all over but it wasn't. The kinda feeling when you reminisce about your past. The kinda feeling when you thought that everything has faded but jealousy suddenly arose. The kinda feeling when you miss someone so badly that you breakdown.

I took sides and that was where things went wrong. Didn't you asked me to think carefully? I regret for not listening. Late night calls are all gone and there, i lost a shoulder to cry on. Every girl WANTS a boyfriend but every girl NEEDS a best friend. You know what hurts the most? You were online but you didn't even sent me a nudge like how you used to. Sms jauh sekali. It has been a month. How long more must i suffer? I miss you so much and no, THIS ISN'T A SIN.