Why am I always the bad person?

I should have said no. I should be proud having you by my side. I should have thank god. But I never learn how to appreciate the gifts from Him. I never learn from my mistakes. I never, I never.. And for this, God has started to hate me so much. Those retributions are just too much for me to handle. Are you happy now? Are you?

I don’t know what I was thinking this semester. There’s just no sense of urgency in me. With all those words typed, you don’t have to ask how well I did for my common test but failing isn’t something new. Moving on. Congrats everyone for making me feel this way. Thank you for being so unfair, one-sided and selfish. Yea, only you guys have feelings. I don’t have one. So yeah. I’m kinda dumb for words.

So mum. I guess the only solution is to withdraw myself from school. Itu yg kau nak sgt kan.